Friday, July 24, 2009

Maybe the happy ending is just moving on. :)

Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up: if a boy punches you he likes you, never try to trim your own bangs, and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, every story we're told implores us to wait for it: the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs…how to tell the ones who want us from the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is just moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this: knowing after all the unreturned phone calls and broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment... you never gave up hope.

- I just need you to stop being nice to me unless your gonna marry me. (Solid 'to.)

- Let me be your exception. (Solid more.)

- Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right.

- Have you ever been in love been in love so bad you'd do anything to make them understand.

This would be the first. :)

Lol. Okay, so basically, this would be my first account and hopefully, the last. :)
I`m srzly bored at the moment and I don`t really know what to rant about. Haha :)
But okay, I`ll start it off with introducing myself. :)



1. Real name: Mariam Lansangan Jawad

2. Nickname(s): yam, mayam, yami, yamerz , mayyyy and alot more not connected with my name, Lol.:))

3. Zodiac sign: Libra.

4. Male or female: Female

5. Elementary: Southville

6. Middle School: Southville

7. High School: Southville

8. Hair color: Auborne? Lol

9. Long or short: Short?

10. Loud or Quiet: Loud

11. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans

12. Phone or Camera: Both, lol.

13. Health freak: Sometimes, hihih

14. Drink or Smoke: I drink. Stopped smoking.

15. Do you have a crush on someone? Yeah. :)

16. Eat or Drink: Eat!

17. Piercings?: Ears :)

18. Tattoos: Nawp.

HAVE YOU EVER?

19. Been in an airplane: Ahuh ahuh.;)

20. Been on a motorcycle: Yezzir

21. Been in a car accident: Nahhh.

22. Been in a fist fight: No?

FIRSTS:

23. First piercing: Ears

24. First best friend: Chelsea Valmonte

25. First award: Silver Medal(academics) i was a nerd back then, disaster ako ngayon.

26. First crush: Mark Mizuno, Lol!

28. First big vacation: Cebu. :)

LASTS:

29. Last person you talked to: Mom.

30. Last person you texted: X

31. Last person you watched a movie with: Cheska.

32. Last food you ate: Fish

33. Last movie you watched dvd?: Drag Me to Hell

34. Last song you listened to: Be With You. Akon :)

35. Last thing you bought?: New Phone

36. Last person you held hands with: Busmate, Franz. Lol!

FAVES:

37. Food: Alot, hahahahahhahh.

38. Drinks: Fit n Right. :>

39. Clothing: top and skinny jeans. or... top and leggings/tights.

40. Books: not interested.

41. Music: i`m a musiclover, i love Hip hop and Rnb.

42. Flower: Roses. :)

44. Movies: Step up 1 & 2. Stomp the Yard, Take the lead. :) alot pa.

45. Positions:

46. Subjects: I love Math, Math hates me, di niya ako favorite!:(

IN 2008.....

47. kissed in the snow: Nah. walang snow here, haha

48. celebrated Halloween: yes!:)

49. had your heart broken: sadly, yeah. but trust me, that will never happen again.

50. went over the minutes on your cell phone: Haha, yes.

51. someone questioned your sexual orientation: nahh.

52. came out of the closet: nawp.baliw.

53. gotten pregnant: Naw.

54. had an abortion: Nope and never will.

55. done something you've regretted: Ahuh.

56. broke a promise: Hahahahah, chyeah.

57. hid a secret: :|

58. pretended to be happy: Sometimes.

59. met someone who changed your life: Of course!

60. pretended to be sick: Haha, yeah.

61. left the country: oh yes:)

62. tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it: yezzir.:>

63. cried over the silliest thing: HAHAHAHAHA.yeah, one time.

64. ran a mile: yeah:)

65. went to the beach with your best friend(s): Soon!:)

66. stay single the whole year: Haha, no sweetie.:)

CURRENTLY:

67. Eating: nothing.

68. Drinking: nothing.

69. I'm about to reply: this question. hahah

70. Listening to: Starstruck. Lady GaGa

71. Plans for today: Go to the Gym. ;) Hello to sexier bodyyyy.

72. Waiting for: Someone.

YOUR FUTURE:

73. Want kids?: Sureyyy.

74. Want to get married?: Yes boss.

75. Careers in mind: I wanna be a badass news caster/broadcaster or journalist. hehehe

WHICH IS BETTER WITH A GIRL?

76. Lips or eyes: the eyes.:)

77. Shorter or taller?: depends.

78. Romantic or spontaneous: both? haha

79. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice stomach.

80. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive.

81. Hook-up or relationship: relationship.

82. Trouble-maker or hesitant: Trouble-maker!:))

HAVE YOU EVER:

83. Lost glasses/contacts: glasses.

84. Ran away from home: : Haha, almost.

85. Hold a gun/knife for self defense: yeah, knife.

86. Killed somebody: i want to!:)

87. Broken someone's heart: nyahahahahaha. noooo comment.

88. Been arrested: Nah.

89. Cried when someone died: yes boss.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

90. Yourself: OF COURSE.

91. Miracles: maybe?

92. Love at first sight: No, sorry.

93. Heaven: Yes.

94. Santa Claus: Nahh.

95. Sex on the first date: No.

96. Kiss on the first date: cheeks? haha

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now?: Yeah:)

98. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life?: I`m sooo happy and so contented!:)

99. Do you believe in God?: YES :)

100. Post as 100 truth: K,BYE!